I can't cry!

Its really sad but its true. No matter how much I need to or WANT to I just can't...Not for very long anyways. Pretty much just two or three...sometimes even four tears but THAT'S IT!!! Its really depressing sometimes. Like, last night or something like that I felt like crying but that's it I could only feel like it not actually CRY!!! But it would have been nice too. Like just let the emotions I had bottled inside of me to burst out but they didn't. And I just kinda sat there and stared at the wall and tried to with no success. Gosh this is sad...but guess what?! I am not crying.