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Random Thoughts

2011-07-13T11:39:00.000-07:00

Life is ever fleeting. What are you doing now that is going to be important or significant later? Are you living to make a name for yourself or are you living for something bigger, something lasting? Life is a precious and fragile gift. More often than not we take it for granted.

We think the world is ending if we don't have the right clothes, the BEST technology has to offer, popularity. Here in America we get spoiled rotten. Living in our cushy air conditioned houses, most likely never missing a meal. But what about other people? Look at the bigger picture. Refocus on something other than yourself for once. There are people out there hurting and we are just to oblivious to actually see them. Living in the street, scrounging for a morsel of anything to help satisfy the grumbling in their bellies. How about babies being dumped in trash heaps or thrown in the ocean? NO THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN...It does. What are you gonna do about it?

Now, you are probably wondering, what the fishsticks is up with her? Well yesterday my Dad and two of his buddies set off for the Phillipines. Whoa, when did this happen? What is he doing going halfway around the world for? He's being apart of something bigger than himself. He's breaking the glass. How he got involved seems like an unexpected coincidence but nothing is coincidental. It started with a simple, "What are you doing in July?" and ended up snowballing into something amazing. For the next two weeks he will be part of founding an orphanage in Aklan, Phillipines. Crazy huh?

God works in strange ways. Are you willing to listen and step out in faith to do what seems impossible? To live to change the world? To make a lasting impact for the kingdom of God? If we don't reach out to help those in need who will?

Wanna check out more about Cross Point Ministry you can look up on facebook at http://www.facebook.com/pages/Cross-Point-Ministries-Aklan/202731063102159?sk=wall

That's my two cents! Peace!!!

2011-03-02T13:35:00.000-08:00

I read this in a book. It is called Sun Stand Still by Steven Furtick. If you are looking to grow more audacious in your faith in God I challenge you to read it.

"Here is another reason you've got to learn to cling to the goodness of God: sometimes he pressures of your daily stuggles can push your belief system beneath the surface. Immediate pain and struggles can color the lens through which we view all of God's past, present, and future activities in our lives. We can easily lose track of the truth. And in the emotional haze, it doesn't take long for us to start thinking that the goodness of God is a lie.
But look back at your life. Remember. No matter what you've been through or are going to go through now, God has been good to you. You're here. You're alive. You're breathing. he has let you see another day. And he has brought you to this page with a sincere desire that you will experience more of him.
He has been good to you. And when you remember that fact, it changes the way you see your challenges. David said it like this:
'Praise the Lord, O my soul'
And forget not all your benefits-
who forgives all your sins
and heals all your diseases,
who redeems your life from the pit
and crowns you with love and compassion.' ~psalm 103:2-4 "

All About Us~He is We

2011-02-23T13:50:00.000-08:00

Take my hand, I’ll teach you to dance.
I’ll spin you around, won’t let you fall down.
Would you let me lead, you can step on my feet.
Give it a try, it’ll be alright.

The room’s hush, hush,
And now’s our moment.
Take it in feel it all and hold it.
Eyes on you, eyes on me.
We’re doing this right.

Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh, oh, oh, all about uh, uh, uh, uh, us.
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s oh, oh, all about us.

Suddenly, I’m feeling brave.
Don’t know what’s got into me,
Why I feel this way.
Can we dance, real slow?
Can I hold you, real close?

The room’s hush, hush,
And now’s our moment.
Take it in feel it all and hold it.
Eyes on you, eyes on me.
We’re doing this right.

Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh, oh, oh, all about uh, uh, uh, uh, us.
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s oh, oh, all about us.

Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready?
Oh I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?

Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready yet?
Love I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?

Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready yet?
Love I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?

Lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s all, all, all, all.
Every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt, but
It’s all, all about us.

Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh, oh, oh, all about uh, uh, uh, uh, us.
(hey-ey hey)
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s oh, oh, all,
It’s all about us.

(Photo from Photobucket)

Maybe One day...

2011-02-21T11:39:00.001-08:00

So I don't even know if anyone reads this blog anymore...Honestly I don't even know why it still exists. I've been so unfaithful in writing on here at least once a week so its pretty much a fail.

Anyways, I've always loved writing though I never was very talented at it. I have kept a journal from time to time and usually it takes over a year or two just to complete one. Going back and rereading the entries from my past I have to admit is quite boring. I was pretty much a lousy story teller. I have friends that write in journals religiously, not like its their god or anything but they do have dedication. I suppose that was something I always lacked. I never had a drive to write like that, even if I really enjoyed it. Sometimes its good to be able to express your emotions in that way. Uncensored, full of raw emotion. Pouring your heart out hoping someone one day may care about it. Although, if I were to be truthful, I would never in a million years want anyone to read one of those journals. Perhaps one day I'll get rid of them instead of wasting space in my closet. Maybe I'll have the power to let go of the past and move on to the future....maybe one day...

life...

2010-11-03T23:44:00.000-07:00

Where to even being...

Sometimes life is a breeze...sometimes it slinks by torturously slow and sometimes it knocks you down without a second glance or offer to help you back up again. Stuff happens that you'd never thought would...and everything ends up crashing down on you. Events in life that rock you to your core. Thinking that you could never possibly recover from and giving up sounds like the only way of relief. But you DO end up holding on...if for only a moment or hour or day...And you get through whatever it was that sent you into such a dark place. Realizing that even though something is super challenging in the moment it is actually brighter on the other side. Those are good things. Trials that help to shape us into people who are more mature, wise, and perserverent. Good people....better people..if only you can manage to HOLD ON!

PUDDLE JUMPING!!!

2010-06-01T21:10:00.000-07:00

There's nothing like being a kid again...if just for a moment. For the past week or so its been raining so I finally decided to go have a little fun. Sadly I didn't have the "proper" rain clothes on so momzy was like...WHY?! (Apparently Uggs and purple skinny jeans aren't puddle jumping clothes.) But all in all, I am glad I did it.

Smile By Uncle Kracker

2010-06-01T21:08:00.001-07:00

So I am not really a country fan but this doesn't sound too country so I like it :] Been stuck in my head all day so I thought I'd share it.

WOW

2010-05-30T13:42:00.000-07:00

Sorry people that I've neglected to actually write on here anymore...But its not like this is a very "popular" blog so I am not to worried that someone is freaking out. If that even makes sense?The reason for not writing can mostly be blamed on the fact that the pull of Facebook is pretty strong. And it can be just plain easier on me to just update a status here and there...and even then I rarely post one. You'd think that since I love writing I would be better at this but its not really. So anyways...That's why. God bless!

Speaking A Dead Language~Joy Williams

2009-11-24T10:27:00.000-08:00

Vanilla Twilight~Owl City

2009-10-19T20:51:00.000-07:00

Somewhere In Between~Lifehouse

2009-09-25T13:59:00.000-07:00

I can't meet
Losing sleep over this
No I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head
But underneath my feet
Cause by tomoroow morning
I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomorrow
I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream

Would you catch me if
I fall out of what I fell in
Dont be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real just a dream

Where You Are ~Lifehouse

2009-09-24T12:03:00.000-07:00

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
So far away from where you are
Standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

Tonight~FM Static

2009-09-15T11:04:00.000-07:00

I remember the times we spent together
All those drives,
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
Were not enough,
It used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

Volleyball!!!

2009-08-31T10:04:00.000-07:00

Yeck....So not looking forward to having to wear JV uniforms this year...Since we actually have a JV team.

♥Syreena

Puzzle!!!

2009-08-26T15:36:00.000-07:00

Okay I finished this one in two days! 550 pieces nothing major but it was annoying with the black night sky. Oh and it glows in the dark but that is kinda hard to take a picture of.

♥Syreena

Don't Wake Me~Skillet

2009-08-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

I went to bed
I was thinking about you
Ain’t the same since
I’m living without you
All the memories are getting colder
All the things that I wanna do over

Went to bed I was thinking about you
I wanna talk and laugh like we used to
When I see you in my dreams at night
It’s so real but it’s in my mind

And nowI guess
This is as good as it gets

Don’t wake me
’Cause I don’t wanna leave this dream
Don’t wake me
’Cause I never seem to stay asleep enough
When it’s you I’m dreaming ofI don’t wanna wake up
Don’t wake meWe’re together just you and me
Don’t wake me
’Cause we’re happy like we used to be
I know I’ve gotta let you go
But don’t wake me

I went to bed I was thinking about you
And how it felt when I finally found you
It’s like a movie playing over in my head
Don’t wanna look ’cause i know how it ends
All the words that I said that I wouldn’t say
All the promises I made that I wouldn’t break
It’s last call, last song, last dance
’Cause I can’t get you back, can’t get a second chance

And now, I guess
This is as good as it gets

Don’t wake me
’Cause I don’t wanna leave this dream
Don’t wake me
’Cause I never seem to stay asleep enough
When it’s you I’m dreaming of
I don’t wanna wake up

Don’t wake me
We’re together just you and me
Don’t wake me
’Cause we’re happy like we used to be
I know I’ve gotta let you go
But don’t wake me

These dreams of you keep on growing stronger
It ain’t a lot but it’s all I have
Nothing to do but keep sleeping longer
Don’t wanna stop cause I want you back

♥Syreena

Your Gaurdian Angel~Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

2009-08-20T14:18:00.000-07:00

When I see your smile,
Tears run down my face
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
And seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here for you.

Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay. Stay.
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.

♥Syreena

Quote

2009-08-19T16:18:00.000-07:00

"Don't try and clean up your life then come to Jesus, Come to Jesus and let HIM clean up your life for you."

I like this because well, if I would of had to have been perfect just to have God in my life then well...I wouldn't be able to do it. I have made so many mistakes and said so many mean things that I know I can't take back. No one has to be perfect and He loves us all no matter what. He just may not like how we are living our lives but he doesn't hate us he only hates our sins. So yeah that was just my thoughts for today...Even if this is like the second (or was it third?) post of the day.

♥Syreena

Summer Song~Wavorly

2009-08-19T15:37:00.000-07:00

Not sure if the Video is good 'cause for some reason my compy doesn't like to play them so no youtube for me. :P Anyways tell me how it is.

Spread the blanket on top, and I’ll turn off the lights
And we’ll gaze at the stars
With you by my side, the moon set to the right
It’s incomparable so far
I haven’t stopped falling in love
Haven’t stopped falling

Two years ago, I had no idea that you were so perfect
As we wait so long, until we join hands
You make the wait worth it
I haven’t stopped falling in love
Haven’t stopped falling

Now years down the road
Still hasn’t gotten old to sit and laugh the day away
There’s one thing you should know
My love for you grows even more every day
I haven’t stopped falling in love
Haven’t stopped falling in love

And the day that I finally can take you home
There’s no way that I’m ever, ever letting go
We’ll be ok, though miles may separate
There’s no space between our hearts
And this day, I choose to keep loving you
As if it were a choice, I can’t stop falling…
I haven’t stopped falling in love

Spread the blanket on top, and I’ll turn off the lights

♥Syreena

Pajama-Rama...?

2009-08-16T13:51:00.000-07:00

At least that's what I think it was called. We watched movies, went bowling, went to the lake and played some insane games. So it was pretty fun and yeah I didn't sleep a wink the whole night it was Awesome!!! We did pretty crazy things I must say like some of my friends and I dressed up in prom dresses for the bowling part of the night and yeah it was pretty strange and..RANDOM! I wasn't able to get pics of the rest of the night cause my camera batteries died...SO SAD!!!....Enjoy!

♥Syreena

Yikes!!!!!!

2009-08-06T14:20:00.001-07:00

So I was bored today and decided to waste my time looking at pics. And somehow I found this! Look at the size of this thing! Its called a Hercules Moth Caterpillar. and also what it looks like as a moth. Its GIANT!!!!!

Beautiful Lord By Leeland

2009-08-06T14:11:00.000-07:00

When the storm is raging all around me
You are the peace that calms my troubled sea.
And when the cares of this world darken my day
You are the light that shines and shows me the way.

Oh the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me

Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty
I'm captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy
Your mercy brings me to my knees
It's Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord.

When my sin is all that I can see
Your grace remains the shelter that I seek
And when my weakness is all I can give
Your gentle Spirit gives me strength again

Oh the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me

Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty
I'm captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy
Your mercy brings me to my knees
It's Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord.

And I am lifted by this love to sing!
It's Your mercy that has made me free!

Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty
I'm captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy
Your mercy brings me to my knees
It's Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord.

You're beautiful, my Lord
You're beautiful, my Lord

HEEHEE!!!

2009-08-05T15:34:00.000-07:00

I don't really know but I just thought I'd share with you all my happiness!!! Its not really for any particular reason and it was just so sudden that I just got this burst of happy energy running through me...Yeah I don't know just thought I'd share!!! You all are probably thinking I lost my mind and none of you probably care but OH WELL, ITS MY BLOG!!!! BYE!!!!

♥Syreena

:P

2009-07-29T14:12:00.000-07:00

Ok so why is it that it starts out so sunny and nice outside but then it decides to change and be all gloomy....Not fun!

CREATION 2009!!!

2009-07-28T11:32:00.000-07:00

It was probably the most fun I have had in a long time. We had so many great speakers like Reggie Dabbs and Greg Lorie and also many great concerts like SKILLET!!!! And a whole bunch of bands too! It was just a great experience. And Ralph the squirrel was pretty cool too...He rocked out with the best of us. We also had a few interesting games of Truth or Dare... :P Check out the Video.

♥Syreena

Thrive 2009

2009-06-30T18:32:00.001-07:00

Yeah so it was pretty amazing!!! We played lots of games and they had tons of surprises in store for us the whole week. It was kinda torturous not having any technology (Cellphones, Ipods, MP3s) but I (And the rest of the campers) survived it. And to tell you the truth it was better not having that kind of distractions when you were out there surrounded by all of God's AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL creation.

Moving!!!

2009-05-30T18:45:00.000-07:00

IT IS SOOOOO STRESSFUL! Yeah so umm...Yeah that is just my thought on it. Yeah I am glad that we are moving to a new house but it SUCKS and I just want it to be over with! Anyways...Bye

♥Syreena

Its SUNNY!!!

2009-05-02T09:15:00.000-07:00

I AM SO HAPPY!!! Sorry I am just glad its actually nice outside for once and well, it might not last. I must make the most of the little sun I get to see!

♥Syreena

AHHHH!!!

2009-04-24T09:17:00.000-07:00

Ok so I have been getting such bad sleep lately. It's like I have something on my conscience but I haven't even done anything wrong the past week. I mean I feel like a Guilty Excapie or something along those lines but I haven't done ANYTHING!!! terrible enough to toss and turn at night. Isn't this pathetic. And I have no clue why I feel like this either, I just do. Ok don't get me wrong maybe I am just freaking out about something so small it wouldn't matter to other people ,but I still seem to freak out. Yeah, so now you people probably think I stole something or hurt someone...right? Well, that seems to be jumping to conclusions because well, I know for sure I haven't stolen anything or hurt anyone. Maybe I am just missing my friends or maybe its because my buddy ,Josh, is moving to California and I won't see him for a while...But he will still be in contact. ANyways...I think I am over thinking so I should really stop...

NEVER MIND!!!

♥Syreena

Superchick Concert!!!

2009-04-18T11:17:00.000-07:00

Ok so I actaully got the chance to WIN two tickets to this concert. And let me tell you...I WAS FUN! Me and my friend were able to go and just have a good time without me having to pay. It was a really good concert but the outcome of people was really low. I mean I was surprised that there wasn't as many people as the last time I was able to go to one of their concerts. They had a speaker and another band with them, Tal and Acica, I think is what they were called. They were sisters ,one played the guitar and vocal and the other was just a singer. They were both really good and I really enjoyed their music. Anyways here are some pics....If they work. :P I have a bunch more pics but I think I will just put these ones on! (I don't have to time or patience for the rest.)

♥Syreena♥

Zero by Hawk Nelson

2009-04-15T14:05:00.001-07:00

Oh yes another video. I am guessing you guys are sick of them by now. ;P I will try to have something to talk about soon!...Maybe.

♥Syreena♥

Happy Happy Birthday!!!

2009-04-06T09:49:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my Bro!!! It is his 16th Birthday to day! Sadly he is not going to be celebarting it with me because he is in Mexico for a missons trip with some people in my youth group! I am missing him and the others so much but they are doing great things down there. Hope his is having fun!

♥Syreena♥

Warning Labels!!!

2009-04-05T19:56:00.000-07:00

Ok so this is a video of my pastor and yeah he can be a SPAZ but he is a really good speaker. This is just a bit of what he was talking about today in church. Just wait for him to fall down! (Yeah he really does fall down!)

The Difference ~Philmont~

2009-03-31T08:33:00.000-07:00

Oh look its another video. I have nothing better to say lately so I guess videos are it for now. Bye! ♥Syreena♥

Sound Of Your Name ~Above The Golden State~

2009-03-26T13:55:00.000-07:00

Comatose Live ~Skillet~

2009-03-26T08:42:00.000-07:00

Bored

2009-03-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

I have been on the Compy for over an hour now and I have done nothing productive!!! So yeah my weekends are pretty dull and boring but that's just my life! Oh I did something today and it was amazing! I ran outside just after it stopped raining and it felt great! There is just something about after a rainfall that is just wonderful. It is like the air feels so clean and smells crisp and fresh. Yeah you are probably thinks She has totally lost her marbles! But I haven't I was just enjoying the fresh air! I just love the rain so much! And after winter it is so nice to just get out of the house WITHOUT freezing.

Anyways...I think I am done or I could just like start rambling about nothing now. But even if I was rambling about "Nothing" it would still be rambling about SOMETHING! I don't know...I am over thinking I suppose...or am I? I don't know...Thinking hurts. Ok let me explain. Have you ever been doing something like let's say...MATH...and you are sitting there and like trying your hardest to figure it out and then BRAIN CRAMP!!! Ok so maybe none of you have had something like that happen to YOU but it happens to ME every once in a while. Oh well, I wasted enough of your time for today...BU-BYE!!!

♥Syreena♥

Times By ~Tenth Avenue North~

2009-03-17T12:54:00.000-07:00

I know i need you
I need to love you
I love to see you, and its been so long
I long to feel you
I feel this need for you
And I need to hear you is that so wrong?

oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh

Now you pulled me near you
When we're close I fear you
Still im afraid to tell you all that i've done
Are you done forgiving?
Or can you pass my pretending? Lord
I'm so tired of defending what I've become
What have I become?

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh.

I hear you say "My love is over, its underneath,
Its inside, its in between
The times you doubt me, when you can't feel
The times that you've questioned 'is this for real?'

The times you've broken, the times that you mend
The times you hate me and the times that you bend

Well my love is over, its underneath,
Its inside, its in between, these times you're healing
And when your heart breaks
The times that you feel like you've fallen from grace

The times you're hurting ,the times that you heal
The times you go hungry and attempted to steal

In times of confusion and chaos and pain
I'm there in your sorrow under the weight of your shame

I'm there through your heartache
I'm there in the storm

My love I will keep you by my power alone
I dont care where you've fallen, where you have been
I'll never forsake you my love never ends, it never ends

mmm, mmm
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

Under My Skin ~Skillet~

2009-03-16T09:52:00.000-07:00

When I feel you close to me
It's easy to believe
To the depths and back again
To find that I'm still needing
Feel the fear dissipate
When you are everything you are
Feel my soul come awake
You carry me away

When I hurt, when I bleed
You're holding me
Feel you scratching at the surface
Under my skin

Oh, under my skin

Oh the sweet serenity
I'm beautifully addicted
You are more than I can take
I crave you undiluted
You calm the ache, I come awake
When you are everything you are
Feel the fear dissipate
You carry me away

When I hurt, when I bleed
You're holding me
Feel you scratching at the surface
Under my skin

Oh, under my skin

Oh, yeah

Could I be lost
Could I disappear
Could I be lost
Would you find me here?
Could I be lost in a secret place?
Could I rest in the shadow of your face

Oh the sweet
(Could I be lost, could I disapper?)
Serenity
(Could I be lost, would you find me here?)
Beautifully
(Could I be lost in a secret place?)
A part of me
(Could I rest in the shadow of your face?)

When I hurt, when I bleed
You're holding me
Feel you scratching at the surface
Under my skin

Oh, under my skin

♥Syreena♥

Happy sigh

2009-03-10T08:42:00.000-07:00

Yeah I have no idea why I am posting but I just felt like it so...ok. Yeah so happy sighs are really...nice I guess but sometimes people think you are sad if you do it to loud because well, people sigh when they are sad..sometimes. Anyways...this is a wasted post so I think I might as well leave.

♥Syreena♥

SLEEP!!!!!!!!

2009-03-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

Yes sleep is VERY good for me...Uh never mind that. But cereally I love sleep but lately I just can't get enough of it. I am always waking up like at 3 then at 5 A.M. (THAT'S IN THE MORNING!!!) every single day for like the past two weeks. It's like I am laying there sound asleep...sometimes having dreams...and then all of a sudden I wake up...EVERYDAY!!! So yeah I am just kinda really annoyed about it ,and so lately I have been way more tired then I already was so its kinda depressing because I want to sleep! Oh and COFFEE because that is really good and I haven't had it in like a super long time!

OK so I had a dream last night about stars...They were the most BEA-utiful stars I had ever seen in my whole life (Of course they were in a dream so DUH of course they were beautiful) But I was just sitting in the room and I saw a telescope so I walked over to it. And what I liked about this telescope was that I could take really AWESOME pictures of the stars with it. Yeah so um...I have had other dreams but I will keep it to myself because it pretty much has NOTHING to do with this post and yeah...ANYWAYS...

~Syreena♥

Jenga!!!

2009-03-02T16:34:00.000-08:00

Ok so this is a video of my friends playing Jenga...it was intense! And I was really REALLY tempted to make it fall over , but I resisted!!!! Check it out. And see how it ends...Oh and if you listen hard enough you can hear a really funny conversation! But I won't tell you what it is so you will have to listen!

More photos!

2009-02-24T20:55:00.001-08:00

Wow You must be thinking "WHAT THE HEY?!

Well it was fun and yeah this is about two years ago! But the rest are from photography!

Photography

2009-02-18T21:05:00.000-08:00

Just some pics that I have taken for Digital Photography! Hope you like 'em.

Shhh...

2009-02-18T08:31:00.000-08:00

Ok so these are just some inside jokes that I can think of right now.

Purple Otter Singers, Sandpaper, French Toast, Hott Khocolate, Tardlick, Trains of Thought, Happy Tears, Happy *sigh*, The Ahhhh Look, Soft, Magic Potatoes, Cucumber Tumblers, Instant Cure, Hope In The World, Strawberry Milkshakes, Haha...George Washington, I Don't Know But I like It!, Foo-Foo, Airhead, Hopeless...Hopelessly Hopeless...Hopelessly..., Zucchini...and Doughnuts....(Princess), Underwater Bubbles, Oh and Sending A Basketball player to the ICU...because He was shot!, Stars (This has THREE meanings!!!), Oh and Nyeahhaa!!!, YEAH!, Anyways..., Maybe, Everything...*blushes*, Are you blushing or are you just RED HOT!, I am just using you...Yeah I hate you...Duh!?, Honey Pots...Mosh Pot...and River Weed, Creation Train, Truth or Dare, Zebras...Are they Black with White Stripes...Or White with Black Stripes, Worsh The Pine Needles!!!, Stocky...I chihuahua, Rub the controller, *sincere look* I Love Oatmeal...., "You Have a Great Face!", Jamie's Tickilish (ok I wasn't there BUT she is!), Sometimes I throw up, HANDS!, Shawn McDanold, Digging Holes, You Bruised My Banana!!!, I am not Laughing at YOU!!! I am laughing at the muffin!, Chipmunk and Dancing Trees, Squeak Squeak Squeak Egg-zactly, Cereally!, I'm Coming King Julian!, "would you like me to shed come light on the subject?"

Ok so I think that's all I have...that I can remember for now. Ok BYE!!!!

~Hott Khocolate!!!

Woo-hoo!!!

2009-02-15T08:33:00.001-08:00

Valentines day is finally over!!!

~Syreena

Wishes and Dreams by Stellar Kart

2009-02-09T21:46:00.000-08:00

I’m watching you from a scenic
View taking in your every move
Who you tried so hard to be full of
Wishes and dreams that did not come true for you
Did not come true for you

I can read you like a book
Sad stories everywhere I look
Faded pictures remind you when
What could have been did not come true for you
Did not come true

I’ll be the one who makes you laugh
Make up for the memories
That made you sad
Me and you together forever we could be
SomedayYou will find me in all your wishes and dreams

Is it so hard to believe what
Your eyes cannot see
Your dream come true
A love to fall into
I’m waiting to show you
I'm waiting to show you

I'll be the one who makes you laugh
Make up for the memories
That made you sad
Me and you together forever we could be
Someday you will find me in all your wishes and dream

The Art Of Breaking By TFK

2009-02-09T21:34:00.001-08:00

Every time I call you on the phone
I listen to it ring but no one's home
I can't explain the energy that
You give me when I'm left here alone
And every time I pass you on the street
You won't even turn and look at me
I never would of thought that things could
Go this far but please believe me
I'll pick you up, won't let you fall
I'll build your trust and it won't hurt at all,
Your only drug will let you down,I'm through now, so take me and blow me away

When I feel numb I'll let you know
I won't become what I was before
You cannot kill what's not your creation
This is the Art of Breaking

I think I might just lose my mind
If I have to watch this one more time
I can't explain how many times i've
Stayed for you when you were on my mind
No one ever said that it was easy
So come out of the cold and stop your bleeding
I never would of thought that things could
Go this far, but please believe me

When I feel numb I'll let you know
I won't become what I was before
You can not kill what's not your creation
This is the Art of Breaking

Are you gonna run away, and leave me here alone?
Are you gonna run away, and leave me here?

Ice.

2009-02-05T13:12:00.000-08:00

I Just love walking on really crackly ice. Its like the sound or something but I love it. Ok so let me explain. No, I don't go walking on ice on a lake or something like that I prefer my ice on the road. Some place I wouldn't fall through. Then I just walk and listen and yeah its calming some how. Yeah, well, that's all I gots to say.

Names

2009-02-04T09:20:00.000-08:00

It's fun to mix up letters in your name and get totally different ones from your exact same name. Like Syreena K. Zycest From...My other name! It's really cool! Yup it was random but I felt like it so..... :P to you! Anyways...I think that's all I really have to say so BYE!

~Syreena

I can't cry!

2009-02-03T21:35:00.000-08:00

Its really sad but its true. No matter how much I need to or WANT to I just can't...Not for very long anyways. Pretty much just two or three...sometimes even four tears but THAT'S IT!!! Its really depressing sometimes. Like, last night or something like that I felt like crying but that's it I could only feel like it not actually CRY!!! But it would have been nice too. Like just let the emotions I had bottled inside of me to burst out but they didn't. And I just kinda sat there and stared at the wall and tried to with no success. Gosh this is sad...but guess what?! I am not crying.

Walking around town.

2009-01-31T15:33:00.000-08:00

So me and my friend were bored today so we decided to walk to a coffee shop in town. It was cold and like some people might of thought that we were dumb but it was SO FUN!!! But it was really icy and we almost fell but still it was so FUN!!! Yeah just thought I would say that.

Cool Video

2009-01-30T18:45:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCHRMrezW-A

Ello

2009-01-30T17:28:00.000-08:00

Hey fellow bored people. I have a question. Is it possible to die of boredom? I sometimes think that but then again if it was possible then I should already be gone, right? Well, only if you know me then you would probably know how bored I get on the weekends. Since I have nothing more to do but sit around the house and watch TV, read books, and be BORED! Since volleyball is long gone and I do NOT play basketball (mostly because I STINK AT IT!!!) I have nothing to do on the weekends. Oh, and I have another question! Why is it that when we sleep at night its A.M. but during the day when we are awake its called P.M.? So does that mean that we sleep in the morning but are awake at night? Well, I think that is it so yeah I have nothing more to say...Anyways...Ha I win! (Oh yeah probably no one will know what that means so...Oh Well)

BYE!

Randomness Is Awesome

Random Thoughts

All About Us~He is We

Maybe One day...

life...

PUDDLE JUMPING!!!

Smile By Uncle Kracker

WOW

Speaking A Dead Language~Joy Williams

Vanilla Twilight~Owl City

Somewhere In Between~Lifehouse

Where You Are ~Lifehouse

Tonight~FM Static

Volleyball!!!

Puzzle!!!

Don't Wake Me~Skillet

Your Gaurdian Angel~Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Quote

Summer Song~Wavorly

Pajama-Rama...?

Yikes!!!!!!

Beautiful Lord By Leeland

HEEHEE!!!

:P

CREATION 2009!!!

Thrive 2009

Moving!!!

Its SUNNY!!!

AHHHH!!!

Superchick Concert!!!

Zero by Hawk Nelson

Happy Happy Birthday!!!

Warning Labels!!!

The Difference ~Philmont~

Sound Of Your Name ~Above The Golden State~

Comatose Live ~Skillet~

Bored

Times By ~Tenth Avenue North~

Under My Skin ~Skillet~

*Happy sigh*

SLEEP!!!!!!!!

Jenga!!!

More photos!

Photography

Shhh...

Woo-hoo!!!

Wishes and Dreams by Stellar Kart

The Art Of Breaking By TFK

Ice.

Names

I can't cry!

Walking around town.

Cool Video

Ello

Happy sigh